Walk Day -32 El Acebo

10/8. – Left the Tipi early with Mike and Viola, heading toward Cruz de Ferro (The Iron across) today. This post will be slightly different, as today was very impactful, special and emotional.

Sunrise this morning heading up the incline of the mountain
Just to give you an idea of the elevation today.
Stopping for a quick rest before heading up the mountains behind me.
Beautiful flowers growing in the mountains. These flowers are what saffron comes from.

The Cruz de Ferro is one of the most spiritual and iconic parts of the Camino de Santiago. The cross stands on a spot that is 4,934 feet in elevation so there was a lot of hiking to get there. Pilgrims bring a rock from home, which they leave at the foot of the cross symbolizing whatever they’ve carried with them that they may need to let go. The climb to the location is a hike, not a walk, with a lot of rocks and boulders and climbing to get there.

This is my rock. I brought it from home and have carried it with me the whole journey. I’ve actually been carrying it with me, metaphorically, for over two years and sometimes, it feels like it weighs 1,000 pounds. It represents unmeasurable grief, sadness, anger, and pain that sometimes prevents me from being happy or moving forward. It doesn’t need any words written on it. I know what it represents.
Today’s hike was full of rocks and unsafe hiking. You really had to watch your step as we all climbed and climbed and climbed to reach the summit.
More photos of the terrain today.
Beautiful views during the climb to the top of the mountain today.
Cruz de Ferro Cross

Reaching Cruz de Ferro today was physically challenging, emotional, and beautiful. For me, I was hoping I was ready to let go of this rock I have. As I approached the cross today, I stopped to admire its simplicity and importance on this journey. I reached in and took out my rock and held it in my hand, still standing at the base. Then something special happened, a crow landed in the neighboring pine tree and began cawing at me… sending me the message: it was time. Time to walk up to the cross.. time to let the rock go.. keep the love and memories, but let go of this grief. Then I heard Tiffany in my head saying, “enough. It’s time Chuck”. So up the hill I went, tears streaming down my face, as I placed my rock among the others.. and let it go. My new friends Mike and Viola were there to witness and were in awe at the crow. Once I walked down the other side, the crow left.

Walking up to the cross.
My rock gently laid with the others.
Here is my new rock. I picked it up on the ground at the cross. It looks like a crows beak to me. It represents beautiful memories old and new, my journey on the Camino, and Love. It’s light as a feather, and I’ll bring it home to remind me of this journey on the Camino.
The changing colors of fall in the mountains today. Just beautiful!

Leaving Cruz de Ferro, we headed to our final destination, the small town of El Acebo. The descent to get down to the town was treacherous and we had to take our steps carefully down the steep hills so as not to injure ourselves.

Looking back on some of the steep descent to get to El Acebo.
Beautiful messages just left by others to remind you on your journey.
Sunset this evening in El Acebo.
My current location heading west to Santiago.

My thoughts: one of my most impactful days for me on this journey so far. Feeling incredibly grateful to be on this journey, happy to be amongst my new friends, and humbled beyond belief.

9 responses to “Walk Day -32 El Acebo”

  1. kanixon5491230cd9 Avatar
    kanixon5491230cd9

    Charles, what a beautiful and impactful day you had.  I’m so glad you heard Tiffany and that the crows are helping you along your journey!

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  2. You’re doing and experiencing amazing things!!

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  3. Beautiful story. I am so happy you both did this. Her strength and spirit led you to your journey. A journey of endurance, adventure, faith ,love ,freedom and the courage to let go but not forget. What a spiritual gift. You are so blessed Hugs and much Lov to you and your pilgrim family.

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  4. Love it, Love it! Looks like the perfect place to let it go as now those rocks are close to heaven with a surrounding view of beauty and tranquility. The crow has been your friendly guide and basically telling you that you made it in your grief, challenges and now this walk! Take care and onward

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  5. Charlie, it took me two read thrus on your post today but it made me so proud of you and the courage you have shown in sharing yourself with everyone.
    I lived all of your emotions as I followed your posting , including the tears! (Our lives mirror in many ways.)
    I love you, my Son! 💕
    Hugs 🙏

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  6. Charles, what a beautiful experience you shared with us today. Tears were streaming down my face as I read your post. Clear, pure signs and symbols have guided and supported you on this journey and hearing Tiffany’s voice in your head and heart today as you leave your beautiful rock to rest in these mountains is the culmination of your journey. So happy you have a new rock and dear and wonderful new friends to share your experience with! Enjoy the beauty and the rest of your journey!

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  7. April Rubinelli Avatar
    April Rubinelli

    After reading your post, a lot of tears, re-reading your post and more tears there’s no way to put into words my thoughts and emotions other than to say I am so glad you left that rock behind where it belonged, that she was there with you (of course she was) and that your new rock is light and beautiful.

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  8. OMG! goose bumps as I read your post. Wow, that was completely orchestrated in heaven!

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  9. Christina Zentner Avatar
    Christina Zentner

    Hoping a new sense of levity and joy stays with you moving forward. You deserve that.

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